Sometimes
as I sit alone,
And
look back upon life,
I
often keep pondering,
Of
a thought in my mind,
Haunting
me over and again,
Putting
a spade upon my heart,
That
so much refuses to leave,
As
I see you walk out of the door ,
And
sense you out of my life,
A
question that I fear to answer,
What
if I had never let you go?
Would
you be the man,
I
always wanted to know ?
And
then I keep wondering ,
With
a guilt in my heart,
And
endless questions in my mind,
If
only I could still put up stayed,
And
that if you had really tried,
Had
I not stopped making an effort,
And
if our relation,
Had
got some more time,
If
you had only prayed ,
That
I always be by your side,
We
still could have stayed together,
It’s
not that we did not try,
But
one more chance,
We
surely did deserve,
Not
sure if things would really work,
But
still if we had held on tight ,
May
be we could just turn the times,
I
guess now we will never know,
A
question that I still fear to answer,
What
if I had never let you go ?
Would
you be the one,
With
whom I would love to grow old ? ( In love......it's better to take time in making decisions, rather than repent later)